Happy Holidays
everyone (anyone? Not sure how often this thing gets read, haha). Despite the
holiday season, my interest in weird video art marches on. Today’s post is not
particularly holiday-esque by my standards – although if this blend of orgies,
1960s psychedelia, and phallus-shaped objects is at all indicative of your
holiday, I commend you – but it strikes me that I can’t really continue without
discussing Yayoi Kusama. Kusama’s entire body of work definitely has a large,
highly influential place in the body-as-fluid framework I’m attempting to
explore; indeed, I feel as if her work, alongside Schneemann’s Fuses (discussed earlier) act somewhat
as two originary nodes to the theories I’m attempting to explore. Both were
mentioned frequently throughout Jonathan Katz’s lecture “Art,
Sex, and the 1960s: Body Politics,” which was a large inspiration for
this blog. And additionally if this was a different project – aka, had I more
time! – I would need to delve deeply into the literature surrounding countercultural
body/performance art developed in the 1960s, as the
political/philosophical/cultural heritage provided by that era is extremely
important and fascinating!
Still from the film - Kusama and her polka-dots |
So,
Yayoi Kusama’s Self Obliteration was made in 1967 – and it ultimately acts as a
productive way of showcasing a wide variety of her installations and sculptures
while she (and others) perform throughout them. Many of her infamous works make
appearances in the film, from the soft sculpture boats to My Flower Bed, and the final third of the film is an extended
orgiastic scene where several performers play with and paint each other’s naked
bodies in her infinitely mirrored Kusama’s
Peep Show – Endless Love Show space. Other footage from the film includes Kusama
wandering through a forest and into a river, covering all
humans/creatures/plants/even the surface of the water itself, with her
signature polka dots, along with scenes of the New York skyline also being
obliterated with polka dots. In Kusama’s landscape, all is rendered uniform and
connected through the utopian power of the polka dot.
Kusama and My Flower Bed |
Kusama’s well-known biography/mythology
centers around her battles with mental illness. As Jo Applin has mentioned in
her new book from the Afterall One Work series on Infinity Mirror Room – Phalli’s Field (a great quick holiday read)
– Kusama has indicated that she suffers from extreme hallucinosis, dissociation
disorder, and intense anxiety. The oft-quoted passage by Kusama discussing her
experiences of ‘self-obliteration’ or ‘self-dissolution’ as a result of anxiety
or hallucination is as follows:
I often suffered episodes of severe neurosis.
I would cover a canvas with nets, then continue painting them on the table, on
the floor and finally on my own body. As I repeated this process over and over
again, the nets began to expand to infinity. I forgot about myself as they
enveloped me, clinging to my arms and legs and clothes and filling the entire
room. (Quoted in Applin, pg 4)
So, Kusama’s
performance/sculptural/installation based practice is an effort to recapture
these feelings of dissolution and the loss of self. For Kusama, this vision of
her body dissolving into the surrounding space is easily translatable into a
1960s-era radical political framework, as it emphasizes connectivity and unity
over capitalist values of individuation and singularity. The ideologies she
deliberately self-constructs around her artistic practice ring loud and clear
in the tones of a 1960s free-love ethos, emphasizing the “oceanic bliss in that
moment of feeling lost to one’s surroundings” (66, from Applin). Her orgy
happenings (the orgy scene in Self-Obliteration
is just one of many) are equally meant to coax out a sense of
interconnectedness in her performers, which could ultimately extend outwards to
viewers as well: “The spectators and performers seemed to melt into one,
filling the studio with an indescribable sense of rapture” (quoted in Applin
again, 66). Yet despite the positivities of rapture and bliss emphasized by
Kusama herself, Applin rightly indicates that Kusama’s work itself is
profoundly ambivalent in several ways. This is something I’d like to push
further here.
Kusama in Endless Love Show |
Is self-dissolution or envisioning
the body as liquid necessarily a positive thing? Up until now it’s been an idea
I’ve been ardently searching for: assuming that it’s a framework that creates
helpful or valuable connotations for envisioning political or colonial
complicity in new ways, or for imagining of what sex/love could look like
between two consenting bodies. It seems strangely ironic that, in given what
could be the most blatantly “positive” or utopic example of a liquidy body I
could find, the idea suddenly seems somewhat threatening or alienating. Applin
discusses this strange ambivalence in the final pages of her book (I wish she
would have elaborated on it further!), emphasizing that the lines between
confinement and utopian freedom become blurred in Kusama’s strange enclosed
(claustrophobic?) spaces, like Phalli’s
Field and Endless Love Show (pictured
in the film). These indeterminate mirrored environments leave their inhabitants
to be constantly reminded of their own positions in relation to the space that
surrounds them and the other bodies and objects they share it with. The lines
between subject and object, viewer and viewed, performer and spectator become really
blurry in this context – and is this always a positive or enlightening thing?
Standing in the Infinity Mirror Room and
seeing my body from every imaginable angle at once – both infinitively
multiplied across space but also strangely enclosed and confined – could be
both a narcissist’s dream and a nightmare for anyone with body image issues;
or, for the vast majority of us who oscillate between both narcissism and self-loathing
on a daily basis, this could undoubtedly be an extremely disorienting and ambiguous experience. Perhaps Kusama’s ‘utopia’ isn’t as firmly delineated as her posturing would have us believe.
still from orgy scene |
Likewise, while her film culminates
in what is perhaps the ultimate group expression of the 1960s sexual-revolution
imaginings – the performed orgy in the Endless
Love Show space – the transformative power placed upon group/public sex
(and the nostalgia for the remembrance of group or public sex) is a utopic
vision that could be complicated as well. I’ve recently been reading a fair bit
about queer utopias and nostalgia surrounding gay male subcultures in the
pre-AIDS era, an age of sexual possibility and connectiveness that is now lost
and mourned by the likes of Douglas Crimp and others (see his infamous essay
“Mourning and Militancy” from 1989). Now, I don’t want to overly collapse the
politics of identity that are happening here – undeniably some of the nostalgia
surrounding gay male sex clubs/bathhouses was related to the reclaiming of
space for a sexuality otherwise unacceptable in public society, of finding a marginal community – yet I think both
contexts speak to the desires for transformation through connection, of
dissolving the self into something larger, of finding coherence with your community,
of a body becoming fluid and merging with its environment. Kusama’s ethos
definitely speaks to those desires, yet just as her work also contains
unavoidable kernels of ambivalence, others have critiqued the utopic nostalgia
for pre-AIDS era gay sex for its erasures. In “Is the Rectum a Grave?” from
1987, Leo Bersani has argued against romanticizing pre-AIDS era bathhouses –
and the group sex they contain – as utopian, ideal, perfectly democratic spaces: “Anyone who has ever
spent one night in a gay bathhouse knows that it is (or was) one of the most
ruthlessly ranked, hierarchized, and competitive environments imaginable”
(206). Yet in his more recent essay, “Ghosts of Public Sex: Utopian Longings,
Queer Memories,” from 2009, José Esteban Muñoz has acknowledged Bersani’s
criticisms, yet maintains that constructing utopias is a helpful political act:
“utopia offers us a critique of the present, of what is, by casting a picture
of what can and perhaps will be”
(35). While I cannot overstate the
differences between Kusama’s context and the politics of gay male subcultures,
pre- and post-AIDS crisis, I think these texts provide an interesting parallel
interpretation for my reading of Kusama’s project.
creating polka dots across the surface of water |
Kusama’s environments are undeniably
utopian ones – where rapture and “oceanic bliss” (a good liquidy phrase there)
through the dissolution of the self are emphasized – yet like any utopia, these
spaces ultimately reveal their imperfections and ambivalences. Can an utter
dissolution of the self ever occur? What would it look like? Who would have
access to it/ask for it, who would it be denied to, and who might be coerced or
coaxed into its throes? Would it truly be as blissful as Kusama imagined, or
could it induce anxiety or fear? These questions may seem silly, yet I think
they offer a helpful framework for dealing with the kinds of visions of the
body discussed here. Ultimately, instead of considering the actual parameters of this kind of utopic
bodily self-dissolution, and rephrasing the question that Muñoz
has posed, we could otherwise ask ourselves: what kind of political, social, or
cultural ramifications or possibilities do these utopic imaginings offer up?
Instead of invalidating my entire project, complicating the ‘liquid body’ theme
in this way helps to further solidify its use. It allows me to read Kusama’s
body of work both for its utopian ideals, and for the spaces in which these
blissful notions fall short.
So that’s where I’ll end for today.
Forgive my rambly post! It’s the holidays, my brain is somewhat addled with red
wine and Christmas cookies – but I find Kusama’s work really interesting and I
hope I’ve been able to work through some of my thoughts in a productive way
here (it’s helped me, anyway!)
Some of my
sources:
Yayoi Kusama’s Self Obliteration on
UBUweb:
Yayoi
Kusama’s Self Obliteration on Youtube (part 1), parts 2 and 3 to be found
in related videos:
Applin, Jo. Yayoi Kusama: Infinity
Mirror Room – Phalli’s Field (London: Afterall Books, 2012).
Bersani, Leo. “Is the Rectum a Grave?” October 43 (AIDS: Cultural Analysis/Cultural Activism, Winter 1987):
197-222.
Muñoz, José Esteban Muñoz.
Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity.
New York: New York University Press, 2009.